tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55023262011-04-22T11:36:31.383+08:00hopefully each and everyone of us would not hav any regrets for we had or hadnt done ... may all of your days be filled with love , laughter , happiness , joy and peace ^-^jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comBlogger191100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1078923344951029732004-03-10T20:55:00.000+08:002004-03-10T20:58:00.340+08:00going off le .. kinda scared scared to leave ... <br />too many things in my mind .... <br />how ? <br />i dun wan to go .. <br />hopefully by the time i come back everything'll be alright .... <br />eh teng n py u all decide liaox then tell me k ? then we go watch show or something .. i wanna watch show <br />so long no watch . if u guys happen to see this ... dunnoe larx .... <br />jermy .... haix <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107892334495102973?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1078740738316281232004-03-08T18:12:00.000+08:002004-03-08T18:14:32.186+08:00but anyway i realise tt previous few posts kinda fuming at the beginning or the whole thing ... <br />dun ask me what i want , coz i dun know . <br />im leaving already .. do we still wanna "quarrel" n pretend that we dun know each other etc .. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107874073831628123?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1078739902883959982004-03-08T17:58:00.000+08:002004-03-08T18:01:08.403+08:00i juz saw something which i hope i didn <br />hahax thanxs lorx im so damn rite <br />strength is so damn rite too <br />juz a brief interlusion ? <br />wahx thanxs lorx critisize pple's post or whatsoever <br />to dearest teng if u happen to see this <br />sorry larx k , n thanxs for putting in the effort totally appreciated =) <br />one qns i would like to ask is tt <br />do i deserve this treatment. no one is perfect . tt is my temper <br />ever TRIED to talk to me ? no rite . what abt u . u realise tt we didn say anything abt u lorx . i really hoped i didn see it ... totally .... <br />or how i wish u're like rebecca ... then at the very least ... i know it's juz some kinda a causual remark .. which i feel tt u totally dun care . <br />or like what teng said . perhaps u're juz saying whateva ? <br />i hope is the case . <br />i know , u w/o me around u wouldnt die . coz u're damn sociable . <br />im not as sa tuo as u can ? take it as im weak . i know it's bleak ... but rite now im trying to search for a little ray of hope ... <br />isit worth it anot ? being called tt ... <br />take it as im soft larx <br />perhaps u can really heck care and continue like so what kinda thing <br />but ... i feel for tt tineey whineey paragraph of urs k ? <br />y ? <br />simply becoz all of u ... who had shaped up these memories of my life ..... even if it's onli a couple of yrs .... it's totally appreciated . <br />even though we quarrelled ... and argued ... <br />i dunnoe how u feel abt it ... <br />but im totally sad .... and i mean it , coz u do hav a place in my heart. perhaps u're mad .. or angry .. or simply .. juz dun care . <br />i wished tt teng hadnt asked u ... at least once i sort things out .. i'll be alright .. <br />im liddat what .... sort things out already immediately ok .. <br />but now ... i think things are getting worse ... <br />u give me a solution ? <br />what i can say now is tt ... it's all my fault . that im not gd enough ... perhaps for each and everyone of u . but u're not perfect either . <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107873990288395998?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1078738515275026162004-03-08T17:35:00.000+08:002004-03-08T17:37:28.796+08:00if i didn interpret tt line of hers <br />she should be referring to me lorx ? <br />py said if it's so it's totally meanx <br />i think so too ... <br />dun like to read dun read larx as though some arse force her to do so <br />provided unfortunately she heard it from someone ? <br />dun have to know abt it then come n critisize rite ? <br />bo liaox <br />then today eng fail <br />but miraclely i pass lit !!! yeay ~ ! hahahahx first time lit so well ^-^ <br />needa do hw .... lots to do .. <br />wonder where jermy went <br />bored <br />someone talk to me larx <br />idiotic <br />bleahx <br />should had gone out today ... <br />if not wait till next thurs then can le ..... haix <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107873851527502616?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1078581955799868922004-03-06T22:05:00.000+08:002004-03-06T22:08:07.920+08:00dun think u know im leaving at all <br />doesnt make any difference rite .. <br />whether im around anot ... <br />so insignificant <br />it's so sad to know that .. for 16 yrs of my life .. ive lived for the sake of living .. <br />happiness is so short lived . <br />i wonder when will i be able to be the girl so ever carefree <br />dun make me wait too long .. dont think i'll last <br />thanxs for giving me the few moments of joy <br />i think it's only now that i appreciate it .. <br />if you were to know that i'll be parting .... <br />would you be nicer to me ... make me feel that im recognised ...? so as to send me off perhaps .. would you ..... ? <br />sorry for it's all my fault .... <br />im simply just not good enough ... <br />ive got nothing left to give .... <br />empty <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107858195579986892?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1078544717962051582004-03-06T11:45:00.000+08:002004-03-06T11:47:29.123+08:00so long no blog blog again <br />actually blogging quite ma fan lehx <br />today im chao ji bu shuang ... <br />if jermy happens to read this ... <br />sorry <br />u so ke lianx <br />i wanna leave now .. right away and never come back <br />dun think my ermx frens know tt im leaving on thurs <br />so wat <br />dun think they even bother <br />k not their fault <br />my fault my fault coz i simple cant be bothered ? <br />not true either ..... <br />i bothered too much i realise ... that i feel tt dun bother is so much better why make my life so damn bloody miserable taking them into consideration bo liaox <br />perhaps im giving that kinda attitude that they dun bother either . <br />what u think ? <br />even she knows that im being left out <br />it's so obvious that you 2 realise this too rite but u're juz not doing anything abt it . <br />so be it ? the more i think the more i feel like leaving <br />wasted all 4 yrs on them hahax ok larx not 4 it's 3 first yr not so much m i suay or what perhaps they feel that im not human thanxs alot <br />if i happen to commit suicide it's all because of u i swear . but dun worry when i leave i wont come after you . i'll juz watch my darlingX see im so nice rite ? <br />then nowadays got class conflict .... which is another totally sianx thing ... y make that thing until so big .... actually i also dunnoe what exactly happened .... but it's not surprising that people do change that much ... like me ? i dun hav a single whineey bit of patience nowadays .... tolerence level's hell low .. <br />think i igotta change my attitude .. dun wish to quarrel .. im tired of it .. like what i told py ... i dunnoe how long will i be able to hang on <br />no reason for me to live nor to stay anyway ... <br />juz a lost soul hanging for the time being .. <br />sorry jes is a little siaox siaox .. <br />pleasent day <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107854471796205158?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1078060274399551482004-02-29T21:11:00.000+08:002004-02-29T21:13:20.450+08:00too long didnt blog ..... <br />feel like blogging outta the blue <br />now feel abit de sianx sianx one <br />also dunnoe why <br />still dunnoe if i should leave <br />as there's no reason why i should stay <br />perhaps if someday i know the person ... and if im asked to stay <br />then i will <br />coz there's "you" <br />shouldnt get so emotional larx havent i learnt my lesson <br />but at this point of time .... <br />no idea though .... <br />stress ...... <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107806027439955148?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1076334994795644582004-02-09T21:56:00.000+08:002004-02-09T21:58:20.123+08:00today is sad sad day ..... <br />dun ask y <br />coz u'll never get it <br />bottom line is <br />never treat one person tt well <br />the person would not appreciate whatever u had put in <br />and tt im juz not gd enough <br />too bad larx <br />but suan le larx rite ? <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107633499479564458?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1076214384602320132004-02-08T12:26:00.000+08:002004-02-08T12:28:09.046+08:00boohoox <br />today not going out le ... <br />go tmr .. <br />yesterday so bu shuang <br />bleahx <br />weird totally manx haix <br />needa study <br />sianx sia <br />jermy ..... dun like <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107621438460232013?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1075731433297077792004-02-02T22:17:00.000+08:002004-02-02T22:18:52.170+08:00today's third entry ... <br />will be no one's child ... <br />i dun believe there's anything called love in this world <br />and shall not be that foolish to place faith in anyone anymore <br />think ive been foolish .... to think that they really loved me .. <br />perhaps the day that i leave the feeling of theirs was never true <br />why am i brought to this world <br />jer talk abt filial piety and stuff <br />but i think at this pt it's all bull shit <br />doubt they would even bother <br />it wouldnt have much of difference if i even ever existed <br />im juz a girl who has barely lived 16 yrs of her life <br />to others i may be juz a damn pessimistic girl <br />whole day talk abt dying but never did it <br />let me tell you who gives a fuck abt what u people say <br />jes's is no longer jes <br />no parents no friends <br />so be it <br />so juz fuck off and leave me alone <br />die from depression grief whateva <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107573143329707779?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1075729619997334082004-02-02T21:46:00.000+08:002004-02-02T21:48:38.606+08:00today ... jes =( once again <br />hopefully i can forget u fast enough <br />but this doesnt seem to wrk ..... <br />whateva <br />i dun give a damn abt what tt mad dog's trying to say .... <br />jermy dun be too nice <br />thanxs anyway ... <br />haix <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107572961999733408?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1075690241264508182004-02-02T10:50:00.000+08:002004-02-02T10:52:19.200+08:00today is monday liaox <br />still raining outside <br />jes cannot go out ..... <br />think me more or less ok larx <br />feel abit the weird this morning <br />in any case needa do hw .. <br />so dun think so much , shall i ? <br />had one qns for jermy but he didn really ans <br />which is totally annoying ................... <br />oh ya on sat went out with them ..... a bit the ermx onli lorx ... <br />so mean on sat ..... haix <br />shall not remind myself abt it <br />du shu ba <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107569024126450818?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1075385995123648572004-01-29T22:19:00.000+08:002004-01-29T22:21:29.966+08:00miserable .... <br />know he loves her larx but dun needa make me miserable rite ? <br />tmd .... <br />no mood to study .... <br />can i pon .... pls .... <br />haix .. <br />tmr sch ends at 530 ... <br />=( <br />sad .... <br />jermy .. ~ <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107538599512364857?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1075302189976518712004-01-28T23:03:00.000+08:002004-01-28T23:04:44.093+08:00me pain pain worx ...... <br />stress ... today i guai guai do my hw ... <br />wan orh orh le i think .... <br />jermy is cute ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107530218997651871?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1075125135742126072004-01-26T21:52:00.000+08:002004-01-26T21:53:47.123+08:00Today got so many things to do ..... <br />i hate loci !!!!!! owe teacher 2 assignments ..... but thank goodness no one handed in =X <br />today miss malini not in sch .... if i know i should hav pon ed ! =X see larx now i wan to pon sch everyday .. <br />tmr hav ss test ... onli know one chapt outta 3 ? ive got chi on fri .. ? phy on wed ... no needa study i sure fail .. hav bio next week tt one i know .. 2 more weeks to common test ... this weekend n monday needa sit down n study ... teng teng pei wo k <br />tmr hav mock test -.-" cannot go home early again .. chao ji sianx can <br />needa fork out $$ to buy album ... o.O spoilt the cover ... told u i want the disc onli u give me everything ! see larx .... -.- make me waste $$ cannot buy tee liaox ... !@#$%^&*draws tortoise!* =XX <br />when sit in my room ... listen to stupid 5566 shou hou ... read ba wang ai ren .. tt stupid hei long -.-" so silly lorx .... but he's so nice .. need he sacrifice so much.. silly .. but perhaps tt's what so great abt him .. hahax but too bad there's no such guy on earth . <br />u know today for ss rite ... chapt 2 has the u know woman are educated -> more interested in climbing the coporate ladder -> fewer babies ... we had 3 counters larx "slam the guys" "encouragement of making babies" and talking about "family" generally larx then there were such a huge pool of pple at the slam the guys section muahahaha =X this shows tt u guys are NOT tt FANTASTIC hahahx the lesson was so funny =X <br />abt tt damn guy ... dunnoe but at the moment i feel nothing so much liaox ^^ gd what isnt it ? <br />my hp bill will go up again ... haix *shakes head* <br />feel like doing something outta the box ... <br />i suppose ive got monday blue <br />but thanxs to BABY jermy ... my day wasnt so bad <- purposely write de coz i know u'll see hehehehehhe =X <br />ya but really .... thanxs =) <br />dear frens who happen to see this ... <br />wan to remind u all worx this yr taking o's so we muz jia you k <br />dun let those idiotic fellas disrupt our lives ! hahax ;) <br />muz jia you le ..... isit a bit de late ? i hope not .... shall put my heart n soul into my bks .. i shall .... rite ? <br />k larx i go study ? liaox <br />wan an <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107512513574212607?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1075035782349013042004-01-25T21:03:00.000+08:002004-01-25T21:04:33.390+08:00wroofx wroofx today tt damn idiotic brainless duck was so damn irritating ... kept saying peter pan is so shuai -.-" until the whole poplular knows liaox peter pan is so shuai peter pan is so shuai .... tianx ar ... tt ger so silly ... watch peter pan watch till cry <br />not that bad larx i feel .. today come home ... dunnoe but like feel so tired liddat .. haix <br />dunnoe y suddenly feel damn sianx .. <br />gb doesnt seem fun at all today ..... no room to go anyway <br />then today bought one pair of jeans ... think i got a bit regret buying coz it's not tight or loose think it's a waste of $$ then today also bought ba wang ai ren bk 7 .. think i losing interest in it liaox where got such thing lorx stupid story i wonder teng teng reach home already anot ... want her to kindly help me change the bloggy background <br />think i really hav to sit down to study .... remind me k ? i dun wan to do too badly during o's ..... go out n study .. <br />feel like poning sch again ... dun feel like going ... <br />lit havent do <br />hope i can find teng's wrk soon <br />ss i think also die ...... onli did half ? tmr got chem practical .... i dun wan chem dun wan lit .... <br />think me will sleep early <br />oh ya ... today take the neoprint not nice de .. <br />wan an bleahX <br />pray for me i can survive this week pls <br />got so many papers .... will die <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107503578234901304?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1074963878284957862004-01-25T01:04:00.000+08:002004-01-25T01:06:08.466+08:00seems like new post horx ? so long no post liaox .... <br />tmr going down town n shop shop i suppose ... <br />suddenly dun feel like spending money or doing anything .. <br />the sad sad feeling back again .. <br />ever since tt damn idiotic fella ask me to see his damn desktop at i think 11+ ... <br />tt desktop ... quite nice .. but i see liaox a bit de gloomy ... somehow the desktop ... like got some force lorx .... ? i also dunnoe .... i see liaox.. the more i feel that i cant let go .. weird larx me i know .. <br />y i toot toot one .... of all pple y this fella lorx <br />me .... what's wrong with me ... think i gotta sit down n study liaox ... <br />hua =( wei yong gong .. <br />anyway .... thanxs teng teng for helping me change the background n stuff .... <br />dun feel like watching last samurai .... think im too sad for such a action pact .. wroofx meowx meowx .... i miss meowx <br />tt damn nuaking today bully pple de .... forever banging me very de fun mehx .. <br />idiotic si ge ge .... humpf <br />hahahax today saw jeremy's pic look a bit like my cousin <br />he's class got a few quite nice looking de =X hahax <br />tmr i wan go buy black tee shirt ... should i buy tt sketcher shoe .... it's so chio ... but price tag also very chio -.- <br />this yr anh bao not much $$ worx ... me broke le .. *shakes head* <br />wan an jes *prays tt shadow n tt idiot will be happy* <br />sweetest dreamx ~ <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-107496387828495786?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1066897967166995942003-10-23T16:30:00.000+08:002003-10-23T16:32:46.866+08:00hey thanxs :D <br />my first post here ..... kinda slow i know :P <br />but at least i started this very first post :D <br />today there were only like 8 of us turned up for chem ...... >_< <br />miserable number <br />*sad* wonder how many pple would remain in g3 <br />although i cant say i'm extremely close to all of my classmates ....... <br />but i'll miss them .... <br />g3 rox ! <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-106689796716699594?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5502326.post-1056380430725581552003-06-23T23:00:00.000+08:002003-06-23T23:16:29.400+08:00huiz here... so proud... <br />must xie xie me k... help u make up ur blog... <br />haha... this is oso a testing post... <br />to make sure its workin... haha... <br />ok its confirm can use liaoZ~... <br />happi playin... <br />need help tell me k? <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5502326-105638043072558155?l=love-dimension.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>jeslinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17505044431188477336noreply@blogger.com